motherhood kinda sucks

yeah I said it! boom!

In the voiceover I said the voiceover was just going to be for paid subscribers but apparently you can’t do that. I don’t want to re-record it, so just ignore that part I guess 🫠

If you’re not a subscriber, I’d love to have you, either for free or for paid. I hope to add more benefits for paid subscribers in the future but for now, both sorts support me mentally and emotionally, which is potentially more important than financially! Cheers.

I’m thinking a lot lately about the parenthood dichotomy of loving my kids but also not really enjoying motherhood. And how I can get to be comfortable a) talking about it, b) living with it, c) figuring out a way to make it work for me. It’s a lot to work through, mentally, and also physically: as in, how to work through what it means my life looks like. I am a mother, so my life looks like motherhood. [The amount of sheer tasks, my god!] 

But that’s not all it is, and that’s also not all there is — for me, or for any other mothers who don’t feel com…